Merry Christmas!

Well all in all, Christmas was a big success this year.  We spent Christmas Eve at our house playing games with Mum and Dad, Lois and the kids.  For the first year ever, I bought our family matching PJ's so we could do corny pictures together.  We did Christmas Day at Mum & Dads with the Santizo's and Lois and we had the most amazing feast.  Family, food, fun.  Life doesn't get any better.  This whole season was about prioritizing the most important things for the family and keeping it as simple as possible so that I could enjoy my time with them.  In the end, it turned out to be one of my favorite Christmases ever.  Merry Christmas from the Collins Fam! :)

A moment of despair...

Last night was a bit of a tough night for me.  I don't think that my life is terrible... I know there are people that have it a thousand time worse than me, but I think it's important to share some of these feelings sometimes so that if there is someone else struggling that happens to come across this blog that feels the same way, they know they are not alone.

This week I've been feeling the pressure of not being ready for Christmas.  It's been overwhelming for me to be at work all day and then be so exhausted by the time I come home that I can't get everything done that I want to.  Add in the pretty intense physical pain that the snow and cold has increased in my body the past few days and it can turn in to a little bit of a downhill spiral quite quickly.

Yesterday after work I found myself pretty discouraged... here it was Friday afternoon, Christmas just three days away, and I didn't have all the gifts purchased, I needed to grocery shop still and not one thing was wrapped.  I had been up since 5am, worked a full day at the office, my body was achy, my head was feeling like there was a knife sticking out of my temple, I was completely exhausted and to make things crazier, we had tickets to Desert Star for their holiday show at 6pm.  All I could think of was... I ain't got time for that!

I stopped at Deseret Book on my way home to see if I could get some inspiration for a couple of people that I have particularly struggled to shop for.  Just pulling in to the parking lot stressed me out.  I've never seen that store with so many people in it!  I was there for just a few minutes before I walked out and drove home, determined that I couldn't face it alone and that I needed Mike to go with me for moral support to do any gift shopping.

As I started cleaning up a few things around the house, the guilt was piling up on me.  How could I leave all this for Mike to do with me when he was still working and I still had a few more hours before he got home?  I decided I would at least try and drag myself to the grocery store so that one thing could be knocked off the weekend to-do list.  I went to the Neighborhood Walmart across the street that doesn't sell anything but groceries, so it wasn't overly packed like every other store in the world.  While I was there I even picked up a few gift cards thinking that could relieve some of the gift buying later.  Overall, that little excursion went pretty decently, but I still felt even more drained.

When Mike got home we literally had to rush out the door immediately to get to the Desert Star for the show.  Luckily it's a dinner theater so we were able to knock out eating at the same time.  I have to say, the show was pretty awful!  We have loved being season ticket holders there this year, but the last two shows have been really disappointing.  The one saving grace of the evening was that we were there with good friends and we got to eat together.  However, by the time we left, we both couldn't help feeling frustrated that we had so much to do and had spent two precious hours watching something so bad.  We found ourselves snapping at each other as we headed over to Best Buy for a pickup and then to Walmart to get the last of the wrapping supplies we needed for the weekend.

Thankfully we recognized pretty quickly what was happening and both took a few deep breaths... it was 9pm and we were tired.  We mentally regrouped and finished out the shopping holding hands for good measure.  Thank heavens for the self checkout line!  The other lines all had at least 10 people with huge, overladen carts in them, and though there were at least 10-15 people in front of us in the self check line, there were 8 registers and it moved SUPER quick.

With conscious effort we were able to cheer up and salvage the rest of the evening together and we got home in one piece.  We decided that it would be better to wait on the wrapping until tomorrow and just relax and watch a Christmas movie together instead.  However, when it came time to finally go to sleep, my brain started churning.  That happens sometimes.  I lay there thinking over things and I get a bit discouraged or depressed.  In fact, when I'm THAT overtired I will admit that it's not unusual for me to start thinking about how much I suck as a wife and mother and how much better off my family would be with a real mom who doesn't have all these issues and can handle life.  I work myself up in to a blubbering frenzy with feelings of inadequacy and hopelessness.  Luckily I have the best hubby who always seems to know when something is wrong, even when I'm turned over in the dark and trying to quietly hold my breath to stop myself from sobbing out loud.  He always takes the time to love me, no matter how tired he is, and I always manage to fall asleep more quickly snuggling in to him.

I do have moments of despair sometimes... but they almost always sneak in during the times that I am way overtired and have tried to do too much.  A big part of dealing with MS is trying to plan ahead, pacing yourself and listening to your body when it's telling you to stop and sit down or take it easy.  It's hard because you can feel like you are being lazy or letting people down when you can't do everything, but I am finding that it really is the only way to cope and stay sane.  If you want to have less bad days...

My new little friend...

Say hello to my new friend.  I have been trying to think of some kind of exercise that I could feel motivated to do, even when I'm tired.  When we were in Hawaii I went down to the gym with Mike one morning and tried out one of these and loved it.  This little guy sits right next to my bed, facing the TV.  We have an entire exercise room in the spare room above the garage with a big weight machine, a treadmill and an elliptical, but sadly, I can't always find the motivation to walk up the stairs... pathetic? Yes.  But it's the truth.

This is definitely not the most beautiful bedroom decoration, but it's a constant reminder that I have no excuse not to get off my butt.  Even if I'm feeling so tired, I can literally crawl three feet to set myself on it and ride for 30 minutes watching food network or some other mindless television program that helps pass the time quickly.  I've had it for a couple of weeks now, and I quite enjoy my time on it... plus I don't feel guilty for not doing any exercise and I feel mentally better about doing SOMETHING to try and improve my health. 

Once the holidays are over, I will make sure it is a DAILY thing, rather than the spotty every other day thing that I've been doing while we have so many holiday events going on.  I have a helpful rule in place that I can't hang anything on it or put anything on the seat.  We will see how it goes I guess!  I'll report back the end of January. :)

Buckeye Tradition Fail...

I didn't think I was going to get any of these done this year, but Saturday morning I decided to have an impromptu baking session.  I don't know why I felt like I needed to... I think that this simply has been a tradition for me for over ten years now and as tired as I am, I selfishly refuse to let MS win and strip me of these kinds of traditions if I can help it.  This, (and rocky road fudge), is what I normally make for our family and friends, and though they may not know it, it's a labor of time and love.

This year I didn't make as many as I usually do, and I split the rolling balls and dipping in to two days to try and ease up the work.  I had purchased a new candy dipping tool off of Amazon just for this occasion and I will say, that made the dipping part quite a bit less stressful than it's been in previous years.  The fork and the prong worked the best, (I wasn't impressed with the loop thing), but by the time I was done dipping the first tray I was pretty grumpy, pretty sore, and just wanted the experience to be over.  I had to sit down every five minutes because my back and legs were throbbing and honestly, they didn't look nearly as beautiful as they normally do either because I was rushing just trying to finish.  At the end of the day, this may be the last time I attempt these... at least in this quantity.  If the tradition survives to make it to next year, it may well be a family only tradition.

Mike Sr and Dee helped me box up 40 little packages of buckeyes and fudge and put the tags and snowflake ornaments on them, then we put them all in the refrigerator in the garage to deliver the next day because by the time we had finished all that, I was absolutely whacked.

So it ended up a three day fiasco to make and take these little treats to the neighbors... and I think they would have probably rather have had something I picked up from the store anyway, haha.  So I've told my family to remind me to read this depressing post next year if I even contemplate suggesting that we do this again.  I suppose sadly, in this case, MS won.

Temple Square...

I don't expect a lot of family activities any more due to the fact that the kids are older and really have their own lives, but it was truly wonderful to get to go downtown as a family this year.  The cold causes that pesky zinging down my spine, (Lhermittes's sign), so I have to dress as warm as I can, but the zinging was totally worth it to be with these guys and have some laughs.

We had dinner at the Nauvoo Cafe in the Joseph Smith Building... they do the BEST turkey pot pie... and then walked around all the lights snapping pictures.  Time with them is absolutely the best Christmas present for me. 💕

Deck the halls...

This year decorating was a little different than it has been in the past... I was not able to get everything up in one day for the first time ever, but that is OK!  Life is all about adjusting now.  Thursday night the kids arranged to be home to decorate the big tree.  (I had always wanted a really tall tree and last year hubby obliged me with a 12 footer.)  I will admit that I wasn't feeling so great that night, so I pretty much sat and handed ornaments to the family who got them all up on the tree for me, but it was a lovely evening of decorating and watching the Cowboys/Redskins football game. 

Friday I wasn't up to doing more decorating, so the rest of it had to wait until Saturday when I had more energy.  I have always wanted a non traditionally colored Christmas room, (in addition to the traditional room with the red, gold and green, not instead)... well, this year we did it!  I am absolutely obsessed with everything aqua right now, so it was only fitting that the front room was decorated in that color.  I am seriously in loooooooooooooooove with this room.  

I've also always wanted a small tree in the front window that you could catch a glimpse of from outside... so this made me happy on so many levels. :)

Shout out to the hubby for the assist!  Bless him for helping me do all of this on his one day off.  On another note, Miles loves to sit and stare at the Christmas lights on the tree... It's the cutest thing. 

It's starting to feel festive around here!

Birthday wishes...

For the past few months I have thought I was 43 turning 44.  It turns out I am 44 turning 45!  I only have one wish each year for my birthday and that is that I get to have dinner with Mike and the kids, usually at Rodizio, and that we get a family selfie.  They never disappoint.  I love these three so much. 

Adjusting for the holidays...

We did Thanksgiving a little differently this year.  Usually I host Thanksgiving at my house and Mum does Christmas, but the way I have been struggling with energy I wasn't sure if I could handle it.  It was a really tough decision for me, but I wanted to be able to enjoy the time with all the family and help with the cooking and I knew that hosting would probably tip me over a bit.  So when Mum offered to have Thanksgiving at her house, I took her up on it.  

It was an absolutely wonderful day.  I don't know what it is about their new home, but I love it.  It feels so warm and inviting... not that the other one didn't, but there is something special about this home that makes it feel different.  I'm not sure what it is.  Having Thanksgiving there was lovely.  We all helped bring food so mum didn't have to do ALL of the cooking.  I tried to be smart about my assignments and do as much as I could the night before so I had minimal to do on Thanksgiving.  Mike helped with a lot of the cooking this time too, which was sincerely appreciated. We actually ended up cooking a small turkey and mashed potatoes the night before for his Mom who was not going to be able to come to dinner since she had to work all day at Walmart.  (Shame on Walmart for making their employees work 9 hour shifts on Thanksgiving.)

Thanksgiving day I basically just had to assemble what I had prepped the night before and throw it in the oven.  Then off we went to Mum & Dad's.  It was great!  I really enjoyed spending the day with everyone.  There were lots of laughs. :)

We went to another MS event recently and learned about dealing with the Holidays.  They had some great tips.

• Ask someone else to host the holiday dinner if you don't feel up to it.  (I didn't even have to ask.  My mum offered months ago.)
• Accept help with errands, extra household chores and other responsibilities during this extra busy time of year.  (Mike is so wonderful at offering help with all the housework.  I've also learned to be more gracious and accepting of his moms help.  She lives with us and pitches in quite a bit to help out.)
• Shop for gifts from the convenience of your own home.  (Can we say amazon.com and walmart.com?!?!  
• Nap before the family gathering.  (Or sleep in is more what like what I do.)
• Lean on others to help with clean up duties.  (I leaned on my family to do our share of this big time this year.)

At the same event they spoke on depression and adjusting to the MS family dynamic.  I will be the first to admit that I have struggled with depression.  I have had it for years, but it has definitely been more of prominent the past year.  How grateful I am for lots of family support and love as well as good modern day meds that help to balance me out.  The thing I get most depressed about is what my family, (mostly Mike, but my kids and my parents too), have to deal with.  I don't want to be a burden, and I don't want them to not do things because I can't.  I don't want that quality of life for them.  I do struggle sometimes thinking about the future, but that thinking also motivates me to try harder.  And it ALWAYS helps to talk those thoughts through with a nurse or someone I trust.

The next month is going to be busy, but I'm looking forward to it.  The energy meds seem to be helping as I am no longer falling asleep at 7pm every night, ha ha.  I find that if I keep a calendar and plan things ahead it is much easier for me to keep up as I can adjust.  For example, if I know we have a bigger event, I can arrange to take the day after off of work or take a nap earlier to help me get through it.  I can simplify gift buying to conserve my energy for the family time.  I can simplify baking and meals.  It's all a juggling act, but so far so good. :)

The quest to be thankful...

Sometimes I get so focused on the things I am struggling with that I forget to count my blessings and be thankful.  November is the perfect time to try and reset that kind of outlook because there are reminders everywhere of my favorite holiday, Thanksgiving.  This month I decided I would try and think of something each day that I was thankful for to focus on.  Truthfully, I've been writing bits of this post all month!  Here are some of the things I am thankful for this year:

First, I am thankful for my sweet hubby.  He has to be the first thing I am thankful for because he has to deal with "crappy me" more than anyone else.  While I try very hard to paste a smile on my face even when things aren't going great, my hubby just lets me be me... He lets me cry, he lets me be angry, he lets me be fed up, he lets me say whatever I need to say, and then he just lets me snuggle up and cuddle and he loves me anyway.  I honestly do not know what I would do without him.  I'm sincerely grateful to have him through all the good and the bad, for time and all eternity... I definitely got the better end of that deal.

One of the things that scared me when I started reading about MS was the statistic on how many marriages suffer or end because of this horrible disease.  My darling hubby goes out of his way every day to try and make sure I know how much he loves me.  He runs the shower for me every morning so it's warm when I get out of bed.  He makes me breakfast and lunch while I'm getting ready and writes a cute note on a napkin which he places in the bag of food for me to find when I get to work.  He reads the scriptures to me at 5:45am while I'm running a curling iron through my hair and makes sure we have a prayer together before I leave.  I could go on and on about the things he does for me every day... how he does all the laundry and helps keep on top of the house.  How he calls and tells me he's grabbing dinner when he knows I've had a particularly stressful day.  How he gives me my shots so I don't have to do it myself and how he rubs out my legs and massages my back when my body is aching after it.  I am a very blessed woman and I know it.  He is the most amazing man and I am so thankful for him.

I am also thankful for these two blessings. We often wonder how two kids we raised the same ended up so different, but the more I thought about it today, the more I realized how many things they have in common. They both care deeply for people and take their relationships very seriously. They would both give you the coats off their backs if it came down to it. They both have the most amazing sense of humor and make us laugh. They both have their dad wrapped around their little fingers!! And they both are terrible at keeping their rooms clean and laundry put away. However, I have the most incredible amount of love in my heart for them and I’m so grateful for the joy they bring in to my life each day.

One of my favorite things is when they both happen to get home at the same time, (even if it's late at night), and they come in our bedroom and camp out at the bottom of our bed chatting to us.  The puppy usually comes in to and no matter how tired Mike and I are, we can't turn any of them away.  I treasure the moments like that.  It's when I am most reminded that the most important thing in my life is my family and that I want them to be mine for all eternity.  I can get through anything knowing that I have them.  I'm so thankful to have that amount of love.

“I, (Petra), having been born of goodly parents...” I am thankful for these two cute characters who are not only the best Mum and Dad, but are also Mike and I’s favorite people to hang out with. Whether it’s dinner or playing cards, the evening is always guaranteed to be filled with smiles, laughter and an Elvis singalong with Alexa.

The beginning of this year I was shocked to learn that my mum and dad were putting their beautiful home in Draper up for sale.  I had always thought that it would be their forever home, but they both "felt" it was time to move.  I was even more surprised when they started looking close to where we lived.  We were absolutely thrilled at the idea of having them closer to us, but as I listened to them talk about it, I honestly wasn't sure why they were making this change because I wasn't convinced they wanted to leave their current home.  They purchased an amazing home in Herriman around April of this year and as I watched the outpouring of love from their old ward as they prepared to move, I was still perplexed as to why they were coming to this side of the valley.  They seemed to be giving up so much.  

Then in June, while their new home was undergoing some renovations in preparation for them to move in, I received my MS diagnosis, and I finally, humbly understood.  My mum and dad have always been the kind of people to listen to the Lord and follow his spirit no matter if it is what they actually want to do or not.  I firmly believe that their promptings to sell their home and move over closer to us was the Lord blessing me in preparation for the things to come.  Having them move just around the corner from us and knowing that that amount of love and support is just 5 minutes away has been the biggest blessing to us this year. They are the best kind of people with the biggest hearts.

This little sweetheart is such a blessing to me.  Because of her, I'm never home alone.  This may not seem a big deal to a lot of people, but the times I am home alone can be some of my toughest times since they are the times when I have no distraction from my thoughts or my symptoms.  This little girl right here is very perceptive... I can't tell you how many times she comes and curls up right next to me on the bed or snuggles up and licks me to death when she can sense I'm struggling.  She gives so much unconditional love and always brings me back to a positive reality.

I would be very ungrateful if I did not share how thankful I am for my testimony and my faith in my Savior Jesus Christ.  At my most weak times, I have only to open my scriptures or fall to my knees to feel His love for me.  Sometimes I feel like I can literally feel His arms around me comforting me.  I am a physically and spiritually imperfect person... I make lots of mistakes, but I know He loves me anyway.  He loves all of us unconditionally, no matter what our current circumstances and His hand is outstretched always to embrace us.  He is the perfect example of pure love, and I am so thankful for the peace I feel through Him.

I am also truly grateful for modern day medicine and health care.  If I had been diagnosed 20 years ago, things might be a lot different for me, and the progression of this disease might be quite more substantial.  However, the strides they have made with medications and research these past 20 years have been significant.  I spoke to my nurse, Brandee, yesterday about my biggest fears, and she reminded me of this simple blessing.  I will have hurdles to overcome, but I'm getting amazing care and treatment and I feel very blessed for that.  I have a good job with brilliant health benefits too.

This year, despite this pretty major change in my life that I am still trying to figure out, I have a lot of positive things to focus on.  There truly are so many beautiful reasons to be...

Let's try this again...

I went to see Dr Banks for my check in last week.  I just love her and how willing she is to spend all the time with me that I need in order to make sure I have all my questions answered.  That is a rare thing in a doctor!

One of the things we discussed this time was the medication for my fatigue that I had tried in July which had made me so sick, (Amantadine).  She talked about how that kind of sickness was not a normal side affect of the medication and how it could have been the after affect of all the steroids I had taken that may have caused that to happen.  So really, it came down to the fact that I needed to give it another try... but I wasn't exactly thrilled at the idea.

I decided I would wait and try it on a Thursday because I got sick the second day last time and if I was going to give it a good shot, I would need to have the weekend to see if the sickness was going to pass if it did start up again.  (Being sick at work is definitely not fun.)

Well good news!  The medicine did NOT make me sick this time, which goes to show that sometimes it IS worth giving something another try.  Now I just need to give it a few months to see if there is any improvement in my energy levels.  I've not had any caffeine since I got back from Hawaii and I'm eating "cleaner," (very low carb), in hopes that all of these things will help decrease my levels of exhaustion so I can be a stronger wife and mom.  Here's hoping! :)

A much needed break...

We had been talking about going on a vacation in October since the beginning of the year, but weren't sure where we were going to go.  Last year Mike and I had decided we were going to celebrate our 25th anniversary this past summer in Hawaii, but so much has happened since then and all the medical issues, doctors appointments and new medications etc put a bit of a damper on that.  (We ended up just doing a weekend away at Park City.)

The thought of turning Hawaii in to a family vacation didn't really appeal to me at first because it was honestly something I wanted to do just the two of us, so about six weeks ago we started to plan a trip to San Francisco for the four of us.  There is lots Mike and I have always wanted to do and see there, so we were pretty excited with the idea, however, I couldn't bring myself to commit to anything for some reason.  I continued to double think it and the more I thought about it and talked about it with Mike, the more we both realized we just needed to get away to somewhere beautiful, NOT in the city, where we could just relax.

Four weeks ago we decided to look at plane tickets to Hawaii just to see what we would be looking at for our family of four and we found an incredible deal on airfare. ($460 round trip). We then immediately found an amazing 1150 sqft condominium for rent in a beautiful beach side resort that would give us and the kids their own space so we wouldn't be on top of each other the whole week.  After looking at all the beaches and waterfalls and seeing the weather was currently mid-high 70's, I was sold. We booked everything that night.

Last week was the most amazing family vacation week we have ever spent together. We got off to a bit of a rocky start when after sitting at SLC airport for over six hours, they finally cancelled our flight because of the fires in California.  Due to a wind shift, nothing was being allowed in or out of San Francisco, which is where our connection to Kauai was.  After spending half an hour on the phone with the airline fighting to try and get us on a flight before Sunday, (it was currently Thursday), they finally got us on a flight for the next morning but we would have to go to Dallas, then Los Angeles, then finally get to Kauai.  It definitely was not the ideal situation, but it was better than waiting three days to get out of Salt Lake.

Dee and Mike Sr didn't mind the detour in to Dallas at all.  Mike enjoyed true Texas BBQ in the airport,  and DeAnna spend an hour and $100 in the Dallas Cowboys Pro Shop.

Personally, the trip was extremely difficult for me.  The first two flights were not too bad, but by that last flight of almost 6 hours, my body was done... I was in quite a lot of pain and I was zinging and having trouble breathing... honestly, I thought I was just going to pass out on the plane... I don't know how I made it through the last couple of hours.  I literally wanted to kiss the ground when we got off of the plane.  It was about 8:30pm Hawaii time when we finally arrived, we had been traveling for what seemed like two days since we had been at the airport the whole day before too, and I was not feeling awesome, but the guy at the rental car company, Steve, was wonderful and reset our mood with his friendliness and happy spirit.  Isn't it amazing how one persons kindness can change your whole entire outlook?

We left the airport upgraded to a Black Jeep Wrangler... what a fun car to explore the island in.  We absolutely loved it!  We arrived at the Beach Resort shortly after and walked straight in to heaven.    After having made it through the initial hiccup, we were ready to enjoy paradise.

I can't say enough about the suite we rented through VRBO.  This was our first time going this route, and we were seriously impressed.  If you have never tried this, I highly recommend it after this trip.  Not only was the place spacious, air conditioned, (which is definitely not the norm in Hawaii), beautifully updated with two full master suites, a full kitchen, living room and dining areas in the suite and on the lanai, but the owners of the suite had also made sure we had everything we needed for the week... there was a washer and dryer with detergent, dishwasher tablets, pantry items like spices, foil, and baking supplies, a beach umbrella and chairs, beach towels, boogie boards, pool toys, a wii, board games, books... it was absolutely incredible.  The best place we have ever stayed by far.

The resort had a 2 acre pool with a lazy river, hot tubs and water slides.  It was right on the beach so we could walk out at any time to put our feet in the sand.  Three times we were lucky enough to see Monk Seals sleeping right on the beach which was pretty amazing.

The whole week was fun, relaxing and BEAUTIFUL!  Some of the most stunning landscape I have ever seen in my life.  Throughout the week we explored Hanalei Bay and walked the pier, we dropped in on the wet and dry caves, (Waikapalae cave and Maniniholo cave), where they filmed parts of Pirates of the Caribbean On Stranger Tides, we visited the Kilauea lighthouse (one of the best views on the island), at the wildlife refuge, we drove through the Kauai tree tunnel on Maliuhi Road, watched the surf spray several stories high at Spouting Horn, drove deep in to Waimea Canyon, the "Grand Canyon of the Pacific", stopped at every waterfall and valley lookout we could possibly find, and I think we visited every beach possible on the Island.  I have to say they were all amazingly picturesque, but our favorites were definitely Lumahai Beach, where they filmed the movie "South Pacific", and Poipu Beach down south.

The whole island was so vibrantly green with the most bright splashes of orange, purple, deep red, white and yellow flowers... just so magnificent to look at.  Then the complement of the blue skies and green & blue water with white clouds... I was in awe everywhere we drove.  It was breathtaking.

The highlight of the whole week for all of us was definitely the Smith Family Garden Luau.  We were greeted with shell lei's and jumped on a tram for a tour of their beautiful 30-acre garden.  We were served fun drinks in the open bar while they performed the Imu Ceremony, (pulling the Kalua pig wrapped in leaves out of the earthen imu oven.)  We enjoyed a feast of traditional Hawaiian flavors including kalua pork, beef teriyaki, chicken adobo, mahimahi, lomi salmon, fresh poi, hawaiian sweet potatoes, mac salad, namasu salad and the most amazing tropical fruit.  I didn't even know I liked papaya, but that was scrumptious!  I also tried guava and dragon fruit and of course enjoyed the sweetest pineapple I've ever tasted.  We ended the evening watching the Rhythm of Aloha Show, where they performed dances from Tahiti, the Phillipines, New Zealand, Samoa, Japan and Hawaii... and ended with the coolest Fire Dance performance.  It was the most incredible evening.  Our favorite experience the entire week.

We enjoyed some great food all through the week.  Yummy Mexican at Mariachas, the most incredible pancakes/waffles at Kountry Kitchen, delightful burritos at Da Crack, juicy burgers at Bubbas, and luscious coconut shrimp at the Shrimp Station to name a few.  We also quickly became addicted to shaved ice.  There is nothing like sitting under an umbrella on the beach enjoying a tropical shaved ice.  Dee told me there is a place in Utah that does these... I'll definitely be visiting! :)

I was blessed to have very few issues physically.  The weather was perfect to keep my symptoms at bay.  Because the week was so relaxing, I wasn't overly fatigued, and it got dark early, so we got to bed at reasonable times every day.  It was just so wonderful.  I'm so glad we were able to take the kids and enjoy such a memorable week together.  After the long year we have had with all my new health issues to figure out, it was definitely a much needed break for everyone... a week that we could just take a deep breath and enjoy life together.